Just trying to get through another day in this crazy world!
I hate going to bed when it’s still daylight outside. With these crazy hours I work I feel like I have no life. I work and sleep. Something has to give. On a plus note my eyes aren’t red tonight.
GOPYW - going to bed edition.
Well I haven’t gone on my date yet. The last I heard from him was 5pm it’s now almost 8pm. I’ve called and texted no response. I understand things come up, if that happened I think I deserve a call, or a text so I’m not sitting here wondering what in the hell is going on. When things like this happen it really makes me wonder…is there something wrong with me?? Do I do or say something wrong? You know there are guys that say they would love to take me out and spend time with me, but they live out of state and not really sure if they’re just telling me what I want to hear. It’s crazy how I could go from feeling on top of the world to like I’m not worth anything.
Ready for my date with Nathan. I’ve been looking forward to this all week. We are going to dinner and a movie. I bought this cute summer dress, hope he likes it. I would take a pic of my dress but I don’t have a full length mirror. I think I might by one tomorrow.
So far he’s amazing, he makes me feel special and beautiful. Haven’t ever had that so it’s a little hard for me. I keep thinking he’s too good to be true, but maybe it’s my time. I’m sure hoping it is, because he makes my heart smile. ❤️😊
I just got a text from Tony, I’ll refresh your memory and tell my new followers. He’s the guy that was a mutual friend of my ex and I and we started dating, then we spent a weekend together, and he acted like I had the plague. So that was the end of that. Of course I get no explanation till a month later saying he didn’t know what was wrong with him, and he missed me. Well I missed him too but by this time he was in North Dakota, not happening. I told him we could be friends. Well he stopped communicating, till now. He had the nerve to ask me if he sent me a plane ticket would it come and spend a week with him? I ask him if he was serious, he said yes. I told he can’t just pop in and out of my life and expect to start where we left off. I told him I couldn’t wait around for him to figure out what he wanted or whatever his problem was. I moved on and had a great man in my life and no way was I going to screw that up. I don’t understand how some men think I’ll always be there with open arms when you treat me bad?? So frustrating.
30+ let’s do this shit
35 in December.
Fucking pups. 44.
Ha ha fuckers
Oh my god. You’re all BABIES. 50 here. FIVE OHHHHHH.
Born in 1975. Do the math kids.
44 in September. Gotta love it.
45 at the end of the month.
I’m feeling so happy right now. Nathan came by after work yesterday and I’ve never been so happy to see someone. He’s so amazing and I believe that this is going to be a great thing. When he looks at me and smiles I melt. I’m feelings things I’ve never felt before and in a way in scares me to death, but in another it feels good and so right. I know that there are people that are going to say I’m crazy but I’ve always heard that when you meet “the one” you will know I didn’t believe that till now. I just know that he makes happy and I make him happy.
I had a date, well sorta we met at the park by my apartment. I had told myself I wasn’t going to do the online thing anymore and my friend talked me into it. She told me to weed out the bad ones and be straight forward with what you want. So I went with Okcupid. I had so many guys that I blocked in the first hour, and I didn’t feel bad about it. After I got home Saturday night from having a pizza and a couple of beers I had a message from a guy, and my first thought was ok let’s see what this idiot has to say. He actually had a decent profile and he was very handsome. We messaged back and forth about a half hour and then I ask him if he text he says yes, so we continued our conversation over text and it was great. So we talked on the phone on Sunday a couple of times, and texted all day. Sunday night he asked if we could meet this week. I said, “sure, how about Monday evening?” He said that was great. So today went by so slow. We met at the park and he looked way better than his pictures. He looks at me and says, “wow you are beautiful” then he hugs me and gives me a little kiss in the lips. We sit and talk in his car, it was about to rain. Then he kisses me! Oh my what a kiss. I haven’t ever been kissed like that before in my life! He then looks at me and smiles. I ask him why he’s smiling? He said that he enjoyed kissing me and that was happy being there with me. I told him I felt the same. I was smiling the whole time we were together. We are going out Friday night, but I hope I see him before that. I really like him.