I believe everything happens for a reason. I do know that I don’t know how much more heartbreak I can take.
I haven’t found an apartment yet. Hoping this week that happens. I hate living in this one room. Listening to the neighbors having sex all the time is getting on my nerves. Just for the simple fact that I’m not getting any….I’m jealous!
I’ve been here a week! It has been a little stressful. I don’t have a permanent place to live yet. I’m living in an extended living place. It’s not too bad, except I miss my own bed. The job is going well. There is a lot to learn still. I have a lot info in this lit the brain of mine. As of Friday I will be on my own, the supervisor I’m replacing will be gone. I’m hoping I can do it.
Things are good with Bryan. He’s so wonderful! His birthday is tomorrow. I have big plans for him. I’m going to cook dinner for him and I bought a present. I can’t wait to spend the evening with him.
Well just wanted it give you guys a little update. Time for bed for me, I have to get up at 1:30am. Goodnight everyone!
I’m moving in a week! I had a phone interview with my full time employer on Thursday, they called me back and asked me to come up for a face to face interview on Friday. Saturday morning I receive an email telling me that they are obtaining salary approval. And the transfer is a done deal. He asked me if I could start on the 14th of this month, I told him the only problem would be I didn’t have a place to live. He told me about some weekly places. I really didn’t expect this to happen this quick. I’m excited and nervous. I will be a supervisor, which is something new for me.
Bryan is really excited. He is currently living with some friends, so he is in the process of looking for a place for us to live together. I can’t wait to start this new chapter in my life!
Bryan is so sweet! It’s so nice to get a “Good morning beautiful” text. And he text me first, I’ve always been the one to text first. He makes me smile all the time. I’m very happy!
I have decided to move away! I’m going to move to Louisville, Ky. Bryan lives there, and I can transfer with both jobs. I’ve been needing a change for a while now. Several people are not happy with me, but this is my life, not theirs. I love Bryan and he loves me. I have never been this happy in my life. Yes my daughter is here but she has her fiancé here, and they will be getting married, and they will have their own lives. It’s time for me to have my own life.
Not sure when I will be moving, hopefully in the next couple months. I can’t happen soon enough for me.
More about Bryan in a later post.
Long distance relationships are hard! Bryan is working in Lexington, which is about an hour away from here. So we made plans to meet up after I got off work yesterday. I was going to go up there, have dinner, swim, spend the night. Well he texted me yesterday morning to tell me that they are in a meeting and he won’t be working in Lexington and we will have to make plans for Tuesday. I was disappointed and so was he. We haven’t seen each other in almost 3 weeks.
He texted me this morning to tell me he is on his way to Lexington and that he can’t wait to see me. I tell him the same. He had texted me about 1:00 and this is what is said: Baby I got some bad news, they canceled my pour, I’m going home in a couple of hours, I’m so sorry. (He pours concrete) Please don’t be mad at me, nothing I can do about it. Yes I was disappointed, but I wasn’t mad at him. It wasn’t his fault.
We are going to try meet up this weekend. Like I said, long distance relationship are hard. I miss him so much!!!
On a plus note he said, “I Love You” yesterday. And yes, I told him I love him too! He makes me very happy!! I don’t think I have ever been this happy!
I had a great day! After work I went to grab a bite with daughter and fiancé, and decided to go to Cumberland Falls. The weather was perfect. I was going to write in my journal but never got around to it. I just enjoyed taking in the breeze and feeling the mist from the falls. Haven’t felt that relaxed in a long time.
A dear cousin of mine, Dustin jumped out of a moving vehicle last night. He left behind a little boy. He was such a joy to be around. I can’t believe that I will never see his smiling face again. I’m at a loss for words. I can’t believe he is gone!
I fell out of my chair at work today! Only me right? I didn’t get hurt physically, just my pride! Oh we don’t have carpet, so it made a huge noise! I was so embarrassed! I could tell my face was red because I could feel the heat coming off it. I’m such a klutz!!!!!